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Mental health check in

Are you okay? No? Yeah, me neither. I don’t know if it’s just what’s going on in the world right now, the energies or what, but my mental health has been bad for months now. Months of darkness it seems like. Like REAL darkness. Everyday seems to get worse no matter what I do. I…

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Blogging is my mental outlet

I’ve been blogging for almost 7 years. I blog about everything under the sun of motherhood and everyday life. I blogged when I was married, when I was pregnant, when I became I mom, when I separated from my ex, when I was emotionally and mentally damaged, when I was lost, when I realized my…

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The world doesn’t have a shortage of dumbasses, that’s for sure

You’d think that at this point with how everything is going in the world, that nothing would baffle, shock or even catch me off guard but shit still does. This world is filled with ignorant, selfish and just downright misguided people. I see it everyday and it’s become the normal until someone surpasses the normal…

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The moment I should have realized

I have been reluctant to write about this let alone talk about it with anyone, because of my lack of intelligence and ignorance of toxic situations in the past. Allow me to elaborate. I was the kind of person who would always look past anything negative of someone to avoid confrontation when in reality, that…

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So.Many.Triggers.

I know I am not consistent with posting, I haven’t been consistent for a while and it’s because my life is pretty inconsistent, but as I am all up in my feels and my anxiety filled thoughts tonight, I thought this would be a good opportunity to post about it. Have you ever been in…

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Protect your energy

It’s been a long while since I’ve blogged about anything. My life got crazy to say the least. I got pregnant and had a baby boy in May which I’ll be writing about soon. Being an empath can be hard Lately I’ve been really trying to focus on my own energy and trying to protect…

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My 4 year old daughter is an empath and it scares me

As my daughter got older, I started to recognize a lot of her empathic traits. She notices things about people that other kids her age don’t. She’s very observant of others body languages and how they talk. She knows instantly just by looking at someone that they’ve had a bad day or that they are…

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Guess who’s back? Back again.

OH MY GOD, I’M STILL BLOGGING. Yes, I’m still alive. I wouldn’t say alive and well per se, and I’ll get into that in a bit. I have SO MANY updates for you guys and I’m just gonna throw them all in one because obviously I can’t just do weekly updates anymore. *Facepalm* First things…

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Forever wearing the cloak of invisibility

Yes, I am referencing Harry Potter, but it’s fitting. Why the cloak of invisibility, you ask? Ever since I was little, I always felt like I was so invisible to everyone. I was homeschooled up until 9th grade, so I was pretty sheltered. When I hit middle school age, I made friends from the church…

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Anxiety makes itself present even when you’re happy…

For those of you who have anxiety, you’ll understand this post completely, but those of you who don’t, I’m going to explain what I mean. It started with the wrong person As y’all know from previous posts, I was in a long, mentally and verbally abusive relationship for 6 years. I was belittled in every…

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PTSD Awareness month-It’s real even if you can’t see it

As I have stated before, Mental Health is very real, even if you can’t see it, it’s there. In honor of PTSD awareness month, you will hear the story of my boyfriend, Scotty Rayburn who suffers from PTSD. PTSD is REAL When were you diagnosed with PTSD?Approx March of 2018 is when I was diagnosed…

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Are you enabling someone?

I don’t know how I’m getting these random ideas for blog posts lately, probably because I am quarantined in my house with my own thoughts running wild. Today’s topic is enablers. There are many different kind of enablers. What is an enabler you ask? An enabler is someone who is not helping a situation. It’s…

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Let me tell you bout my mama

I’m not the best at picking out guys, I’ll admit. I’ve gotten hurt by pretty much all of them… I remember what the hurt felt like from everyone of them, but what I didn’t realize until I became a mom was that it wasn’t just hurting me… My mom was right by my side though…

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Toxic relationships can cause PTSD.

Someone told me once that you can’t get PTSD over a toxic relationship. WRONG. Yes you can. Oh boy can you!! I’ve dated some real ass holes (pretty much 90%of who I dated). I’ve been physically abused, mentally abused, emotionally abused and verbally abused…. All of that is trauma… And what is PTSD associated with?!…

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It’s honestly scary how another human can change you

I’m about to get real personal right now because this full moon got having the damn feels… I’m sad… Not because I’m getting a divorce anymore… Not because I was cheated on, or belittled, but because I’m different now. What made me, ME before, isn’t what makes me now… I was open, optimistic, and and…

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POWER OF ROCKS SERIES: Amethyst

Welcome to the first post of my Power of Rocks series! If you have no idea what the hell this post is about, please click here! How Amethyst is made: An amethyst geode is a hollow rock with amethyst crystals lining the inner walls, so first the cavity must be formed. This can happen anywhere there is or was…

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Why are these things a thing?

Why is the word “Fleek” a thing? Why is reality T.V. a thing? Why is Jersey Shore a thing? Why is wearing pants down to your knees a thing? Why are ass-less chaps a thing? Why camel-toe underwear a thing? (Like really?! Ew) Why are men thongs a thing? Why are face tattoos a thing?…

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